Is It Enough To Know??

[destinydreamer]

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Is it enough to know that my heart's been broken
It is enough to know that I know,
You want me to go back where I can frome
Is it enough to know,
That I've cried myself to sleep 100 nights in a row
Is it enough?

This FanFiction is about a girl, Jordan, who moves to a new town.
Her dad's job moves, and the whole family goes with it.

Jordan has to start a new school. Little did she know that
she's gonna get run over by the populars, beaten up,
and get in trouble for defending herself.

a few comments to start please?

[best_of_both_worlds16]

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[destinydreamer]

thanks!!
I'll post some time around say 11pm??
I gotta be off the phone with Anna,
and I'm not done talking to her tonight :P

[destinydreamer]

CHAPTER ONE

I had just moved. I woke up to a clear, sunny morning. It was my first day of school in Allen.
I didn't know how my day would turn out, and I was quite nervous.
I couldn't eat, so my mom gave me a granola bar, saying I'd be hungry long before lunch.
I knew I would eat it eventually. I ran out the door just in time for the bus.
Everyone stared at me as I climbed on. That was kind of expected, seeing as I was the new girl.

I sat on an empty seat, across from two girls who were chattering over a book.
There were two a bunch of guys in front of me, all surrounding a guy who was wearing
a tee and sports shorts. I wondered what they were doing. I think he was telling them a story.

Eventually the bus stopped in front of the school, and we all got off.
I went into the school office and got my schedule from the school secretary.
I then looked at my schedule. I had first period...Math.
Dude, MATH?! OK, that's a great way to start my year...

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CHAPTER TWO

Sighing, I entered the room, and turned toward my teacher. Fortunately, he had seen me first, and came over to me.
"Hi, Jordan," he said, "you can sit right there, next to Calyn."
"Um, thanks", I said, nervously. "Do you want me to introduce you?" he asked.
"NO!" I said rather quickly. He kinda laughed; I guess it was funny.

I found my seat, and turned toward Calyn. "Hi, I'm Jordan," I said.
"Calyn, nice to meet you," she said. She was busy doing some kind of work sheet.
I looked scientific. Blehh. Science and Math at the same time. Bite Me.

Eventually Math ended. It was rather boring. I went on to 2nd period, P.E.
My coach, Coach Brooks, was a tall guy, who was kinda scary. He looked really tough.
Well, I guess he was a gym teacher. I sat on the bleachers, with some other girls for ten minutes,
waiting for him to call my name. I was last, 20 minutes before the period ended.
I loved that, seeing as I hate sports.
We played a kind of "bowling" game. I don't rememeber it exactly
After that, I had another period, and then lunch.
One guy, Heath, introduced himself to me, and I ate lunch with him.
I was starving, and the lunch line was sooooo long that I was wishing I had brought my own lunch.
My stomach wasn't growling too bad, seeing as I had eaten the granola bar when my art teacher wasn't looking.
I sat next to Heath, who introduced me to people. He told me who was nice, and who to stay away from.

Then, the Vice Principal, Ms. Boniol, had everyone clap one, and then clap twice.
Of coruse I missed this, seeing as I was one of the only new kids, and I didn't know she would do that.
Good thing she couldn't see me. I was in the middle of the cafeteria, amidst a group of people.
She called for "seconds", which Heath described to me as dessert. I didn't go, seeing as I hadn't eaten
much to begin with. I ate mac'n cheese, a little chicken, and mashed potatoes. It was "ok". It was cafeteria
food after all. I resolved to bring my own lunch the next day.

The rest of the day went fine. 7th period, my last period, was sooooo boring I could barely stay awake.
We had a test at the end of the next week. I didn't know this yet, but I would get a 53, the lowest score in the class.
Doesn't life just suck sometimes? Plus, my mom bombarded me with 500 questions after school, and another 50
to me and my sister, Sarah, at dinner. I was ready to bang my head into a wall after dinner was over.

I took a shower, read a book, and then went to bed.
No homework. Sweet.

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[destinydreamer]

I'm sorry, but my internet connection isn't in my room right now, so I can't.
I have trouble writing when people are around me. sorrry
it could be a few days before I have it back ;)

[huskerrich]

np, hannah, how are you today?

[destinydreamer]

I have every intention of continuing this, guys.
Sorry, but my internet in my room is still out.
I'll try to some on my dad's computer when I get back from dinner,
but I'm not sure that I'll be able to. I think I'm getting my internet
back tomorrow <3

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[destinydreamer]

thanks babee :)

CHAPTER 3

Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday went fine.
I was managing to hide in gym, not have any hateful teacher yet,
and I’d make some friends. This wasn’t going as bad as I thought it would.
Maybe my mom was right. If I give things a chance, they can turn out better
than you guess. XD, that never happens to me.

Sports brings me automatic humiliation. Always and Forever.
I’m short. 4’10”. I’m the shortest kid in my grade.
Everyone else is like 5, 4 by now. So, I can’t make a 3-pointer in gym.
It’s embarrassing. It sucks. Doesn’t it, hun?

So, today, Friday, was the first day of my embarrassment.
We were doing basketball warm up and Coach Brooks threw me the ball.
I felt this sharp pain go through my pinky. Hopefully it will just go away.
At the end of gym class it isn’t gone though, I was worried.
I had lunch though, so I told the cafeteria lady. She took me to the nurses’
Office. The nurse gave me ice. The ice melted. Ms. Roegner sent me back.
The nurse gave me a note for my mom. My mom read the note. My mom
Took me to the doctor. The doctor put my pinky in a split.

I couldn’t participate in gym for two weeks. It sucked so hard XD and it was embarrassing.
Instead of participating, I had to walk around the gym. Walking around the gym was punishment for no bringing proper shoes or something, so I was embarrassed.

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um, I'll write it at 11:30 when Anna and I get off.
it'll be posted by tomorrow <3

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thanks guys :D
I'm kinda sick right now.
my head is spinning, so I don't wanna write.
so, I'll write more tomorrow (:

[destinydreamer]

ok, so here's just a little bit. I'm writing a full chapter tonight.


I sighed. I wanted to scream. I couldn’t believe this had happened.
I managed to stay three weeks of school with nothing happening that was bad.
But no! All of a sudden, Maria and Gabriella had spread a rumor around school
About me, that I was lesbian. Now, everyone was whispering about me.
I was furious. I wanted to just slam someone in the face so bad. It wasn’t fair. XD
I wasn’t lesbian.

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[huskerrich]

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[destinydreamer]

mmmk. to be honest, this ff is based off what I went through in school, so I have to really be able to concentrate to write it exactly as it happened.

my mom is talking really loudly XD so I gotta wait :o

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ok, sorry for the wait. here you go :)


I walked into Ms. Roegner's room, and went to my locker-ish thing.
I emptied my books out, and took the Science book from the shelf.
I was on my way to my seat, when Ceanna stopped me.
"Ceanna, 1 minute till the bell!" I said, annoyed. I needn't be late.

She sighed. "This matters more than that," she said.
"What's wrong?" I asked. The emphasis on the more bugged me.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Why did I tell you what?"
She scowled at me.
"Why did you tell me that you're lesbian."
I dropped my book on foot. OWWWW, every inch of me screamed.
"Ow, ow, ooowww," I said. I looked at Ceanna.
"I've never told you that because I'm not," I said.
I was nervous.
"Where did this come from?"
"Everyone in the hall was saying it."

My mouth dropped open wide. "Ceanna, say whaaaaa?" I asked. I was shocked.
"Apparently there's a rumor spread around the school about you that you're lesbian."
"Well," I said, "who started it?"
"I don't know," Ceanna was staring at me in disbelief.
I'd told her I wasn't lesbian; I don't think she was believing me though.

"Haters," Ceanna said. "You ticked someone off."

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Two more comments, please?
I have the next chapter written :D

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[destinydreamer]

doesn't count, Kam:P
three different people :P

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[huskerrich]

but I count Hannah

[destinydreamer]

you do :o

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Posting More Tonight.

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I think this is Chapter 4 or 5, but I'm not sure...


The day didn't pass quickly at all. I guess praying isn't that helpful sometimes.
Does God want me to have emotional agony for eight hours straight?
I don't have that kind of strength, XD.
Everyone was staring at me all day long. I wanted to cry. They believed a rumor that wasn't true.
I didn't have any haters, at least not any that I know of. I really wonder who spread the rumor.
I vwasn't quite sure what to do. I was new to public school. Erina and Jessica have been through
this before, and both hated it, so I knew to stay away from it, but I didn't start it.
Two weeks passed. I still didn't know who started it, but I'll tell you one thing.
It is NOT fun having 300 kids think you're lesbian. Everyone was starting to pick on me.
Every day it was getting worse and worse. I didn't wanna "tattle". I knew that would
just make things worse. I couldn't afford that.
Stupid rumors. They're ruining my life.

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[destinydreamer]

haha ,can you guys guess what happened?
I wrote 3/4 of the chapter. my laptop shut off.
I have three requests to do now, but I'll write it right after.
I promise a chapter within five hours :)

[Hannahfan_eva211]

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[destinydreamer]

next chapter!


The weeks passed by. I was getting along fairly well. Even though there were a lot of kids giving me strange looks,
Calyn and Leah made good friends. Except for band, we had every period together. I had a good time with them.
It was strange how two girls who were semi-popular were hanging out with the 'lesbian-girl' in school.
The rumor sucked, but Calyn and Leah rocked.
I was waiting for it to get worse. Leah told me it would and she was right.
It happened Monday morning. When I walked into school.
Everyone started looking at me and whispering as I sat on the gym floor.
I was waiting for someone to tell me what was going on.
I was gonna ask Calyn and Leah what was going on, but they weren't there.
I closed my eyes and started to panic. I was all alone in the midst of 300 kids.
I was all alone.

ALSO, THANKS SO MUCH FOR NOMINATING Please DON'T Go Back FOR THE FF AWARDS. It means the world to me <3

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hi I am pleased to annouce Please DOn't GO Back will be one of the finalists for FF Awardds.

[destinydreamer]

Ohmygosh thanks so much Erin!!
and another ch tonight :)

[Hannahfan_eva211]

Congratulations hannah!

[destinydreamer]

thanks guys :D
sorry, I'm really busyg etting ready for vacation right now. Just so everyone knows, sadly, I won't be able to udpate this after Friday until December 31 - January 2. Whenever I get back from vacation..I won't have time to write while I'm away :(

[destinydreamer]

OK, I'm leaving for vacation in just a little bit, so I won't be able to write more till like December 30. So yeah, sorryg uys!

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Wednesday.