WE /just want to be\ `W H O L E [♪]

[mileyboo897]

WE /just want to be\ `W H O L E [♪]

okayy. i know.
i've got a story running right now.
i'll write that one, i promise.
i'm going to try not to abandon it.
but if i do, don't eat me(:


anyways, this is a newbie..?
haha. it's called..well i think you know.
anyways, the beginning setting is a real place.
i've been there.
well. i guess i'll get started.



*chapters;
(http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=2100911&postcount=2)
[chapter 1] (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=2101131&postcount=9)
[chapter 2] (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=2101319&postcount=17)

*characters;
anneliese 'anna' parson
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sarah garrett
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nicholas 'nick' jonas
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joseph 'joe' jonas
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paul 'kevin' jonas II
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*introduction;
[I][next post]

*credits;

character icons were made by jodi&noella(:






this fanfiction is rated PG-13 for:
some cruel language
some adult-ish content

[mileyboo897]

*introduction;




Growing up in a little town in the middle of Texas, wasn't exactly the future I'd hoped for.
Neither was being surrounded by 6 other males, and no mother.
But, no matter how horrible I may think my life was, there was always an upside.
My upside was June 26, 2008.
That was the day of the Parson Family Annual 'Pick 'Em and Edom' Day.
My whole life, I'd lived near a farm.
Not a farm with cows and sheep but a farm, that was filled with blueberries.
Bllueberry Hills Farm was absolutely my favorite place in the whole world.
And June 26, made it even more special than I'd ever imagined.

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

start!

[MileyRox1174]

Oh sounds interesting. Start!

[mileyboo897]

2 more comments until chapter 1.
introduction is up.
character pics will be up soon.

[MileyRox1174]

S T A R T. xD

[adolphin]

But I already read the first chappie!
lol
wait, PG-13?
does-does that mean I can't read it?
:'(

[mileyboo897]

i'll put up the next chapter in just a sec...hah. michelle.
i'm sure you've read it..it was on the FF ideas thread..

nah. you can read it. i wont make it that bad, just for you.
and i wouldnt be that bad anyways...

[mileyboo897]

*chapter 1;


"Dad, do we have to go?" groaned my brother Evan.
"I mean really Dad, picking blueberries is beyond retarded." mumbled Braidon.
Fred protested, "It's girly!"
"Only little kids go these days, anyways." Cris said, crossing his arms.
Darren yelled , "I'm going to leave and never come back if we go!"
I was the only one to not complain about blueberry picking.
Only because I knew it was what my mother loved to do.
And though, it was my favorite thing, I did it in her honor.
"Anna. Areyou going to say something?" Asked my father.
I leaned back in the front seat of our van and stayed silent.
It was hard growing up with 5 brothers and only a dad.
Yes, all of those crazy boys are indeed, related to me.
Fred was the oldest. Then Evan, Darren, Cris, and then Braidon.
Braidon was my twin.
Lucky me.
And I, well, I was Anna. Anneliese if you want to bust out the full name.
It was kind of funny, how our names worked out.
The way my mother wanted.
She'd started out with naming Fred with an 'F', hoping she'd have enough children to go down from the alphabet.
Looks like her wish came true.
Obviously, mine didn't if I got stuck with these idiots everyday.
I loved my brothers, I really did.
But because of the 'manlyness' in my house, I'd turned out like them.
I was into boy stuff.
Which, frankly, I hated.
So, I continued to sit in silence as my family arrgued about going to Blueberry Hills.
"We're going because Anna wants to go!" My dad screamed, slamming on the breaks and turning around to face the boys.
I jolted forward, almost hitting my head on the dashboard.
The car was hushed.
He turned back around and continued driving.
I looked at the angriness in his face.
Blood rushed through his veins.
My father scared me half of the time.
He wasn't gentle, like a father should be with his daughter.
He was just one of the boys.
As I saw the turn in for the farm up ahead, I rolled my eyes.
They were fighting again.
Miliseconds after we parked, I jumped out and slammed the door, making my way into the red barn.
"Welcome back to Blueberry Hills, Anna." Said my good friend, Sarah, who worked there.
"Cut the crap, Sar. It's only me." I said, laughing at her.
She handed me a large basket and kept smiling.
"I'm supposed to say that to everyone."
"But. I'm your best friend you don't have to-"
"Welcome back to Blueberry Hills, Parson family." She said, smiling at my brothers who'd walked into the barn.
They all nodded and rushed off to try the free samples of jam.
I rolled my eyes.
"I have a break in an hour." She said, shuffling through her pockets.
"Meet me back here for lunch...Darnit, where is my chapstick?"
I laughed at her.
"Sure thing, bye Sarah." She waved her hand, as I walked away.
I walked out the back door of the building, heading towards my usualy isle.
"Nine...Nine..." I mumbled, looking at the posts.
"Nine." I smiled, walking down the row of blueberries.
I headed to the middle, hoping I'd fnd the ripest ones there.
I picked randomly through the next half hour, thinking about how my 16th birthday was only in 3 months.
I didn't want anything huge. Just something with my family, and Sarah. And maybe a few other close friends from school.
Before I knew it, my basket was already half full.
I moved closer to the end of the isle, humming the tune to my favorite song.
I looked around swifty, making sure no one was ther, and began to sing.
"We are broken...What can we do to restore...Our innocence..." I sang through the chorus of We Are Broken by Paramore.
Every so often, I would sing random parts of the song, always making sure no one heard me.
I came to a really big bush.
I set my basket on the ground, dropping plump berries into it.
I started singing again, a little louder.
I actually ran through the entire song.
"You're really good."
I turned around, my foot knocking over my basket.
Behind me I saw a curly haired boy, smiling.
I blushed and bent down to pick up my berries.
He bent down as well, helping me put the small spheres back into the basket.
His hand brushed mine slightly, causing me to look up at him.
We locked eyes, and he smiled.
His chocolate brown eyes sparkled.
He held his hand out.
"I'm Nick."

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

more!!

[MileyRox1174]

Aw, more!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

omjayy!
i've been there!! lol

[mileyboo897]

1 more..?

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

more!!!

i loveee that place! lol

[mileyboo897]

lol. isnt it great? isle nine is my favorite.
like..seriously. you have the best blueberries there...
one more comment from a different person..
or maybe i'll be nice and post more..

[adolphin]

OMG!
KYLEN MORE!
NOW!
or will I have to eat you with breakfast in the morning, with a side of toast and butter?
edit;
And thank u!
Just for me?
thxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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heehee
member that?

[mileyboo897]

okayy, ouch? that sounds painful. here you guys go::

*chapter 2;

Nick's POV

"Mom. Please. Do we have to go?" I pleaded, hoping she'd say we wouldn't have to 'relive our childhood'.
"You know that every time we run through Dallas, we've got to stop here!" She said.
"But mom!" I raised my voice.
Not a great thing to do to your mother.
"Enough, Nicholas." She said, focusing on her driving.
Joe and Kevin snickered.
"It's not like you two never get in trouble." I hissed at them.
Kevin rolled his eyes and Joe smirked.
"Come on, Nick. You did use to love this place."
"Yeah. When I was 7. Now, it's just stupid." I sat back in my seat between my two brothers.
Every time we had a spare moment while in Dallas, we stopped at Blueberry Hills Farm.
The place we're you pick blueberries.
How dumb is that?
I mean really, that's not exactly a man-like thing to do.
It's not even a sport!
I sighed.
"We're here!" Cried Frankie, jumping out of the car.
Mom grabbed his hand and pulled him inside.
Kevin, Joe and I followed.
We all weren't happy.
I was just the only one to show it.
A girl with red hair was talking to another girl with black hair, just in front of the door.
"Sure thing, bye Sarah." The girl with black hair said, walking away.
'Sarah' waved her hand and rummaged through her pockets.
She looked up at us and then quickly back down.
She looked up again, staring at us.
"You're the Jonas Brothers." She said, smiling.
"Yeah." Kevin said.
"Uh. Um. I'm Sarah...Welcome to Blueberry Hills Farms!" She said, fast and jumbled.
I laughed and took a basket from her.
She stared at us strangely until we'd walked out of the barn building.
"I'm going to pick blackberries with Frankie. You three go do whatever." Mom said, being pulled away by Frankie.
"Well." Kevin said, clapping his hands together.
"I'm going to go talk to the red hair chick. See you." Joe said, hurrying back inside.
I rolled my eyes.
I pulled my iPod out of my back pocket.
"Lighten up, Nick. Only three hours. Then we're out of here."
I nodded, putting the headphones in my ears and walking away.
I walked up and down random rows of berries, looking at them.
They we're so tiny.
Did you want to pick the small ones? Or the big ones?
I picked a little one off a bush.
It was reddish-blue and felt like a pebble as I rolled it between my fingers.
I stuck it in my mouth.
"Bleck." I said, spitting it on the ground.
"Disgusting." I mumbled, moving on.
I looked around and saw a giant berry, blue-black and it looked good.
I was about to pick it when I saw a hand from the other side of the bush grab it.
I stared through the bush.
It was the one girl Sarah had been talking to.
Her hair was black and curly, and was blowing wildly in the wind.
She was extremely gorgeous, but didn't seem to dress as fancy as a girl who looked like her, would.
Was that...sexist or something?
I shrugged.
She was wearing faded, denim shorts, obviously too big for her.
And a black tee shirt with blue skulls all over it.
I looked down at her feet.
Covering them, were black converse with neon yellow shoelaces.
"Nice." I whispered to myself.
I heard her humming something.
It was a song I knew, but I couldn't tell what it was.
Then she broke out into song, singing loud and obviously not caring if anyone heard her.

"I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole"

I walked around the corner, after she'd finished her song.
"You're really good." I said.
The startled her.
She spun around, knocking over her basket of berries.
She saw me and blushed, then bent down to pick up her spill.
I bent next to her, helping as technically it was my fault.
My hand barley touched hers and she looked up, staring into my eyes.
I blinked once and held my hand out.
"I'm Nick." I said, hoping she wouldn't be a screaming fan girl or something.
She smiled, pushing hair behind her ears.
"I'm Anna."
I smiled, continuing to help.
"Umm. Did you hear me?" She asked, her voice barley over a whisper.
"Yes, I did. You're a wonderful singer."
"Thank you." She blushed.
"You're not from around here." She said, looking back up at me.
"No. I'm not. My mom brings us here whenever we go through Dallas."
She nodded.
"I live down the road, I come here every year with my brothers and father."
"Does your mother not come?" I asked, hoping I wasn't prying.
"Uhh. No. She doesn't." She said awkwardly.
"I'm sorry." I said, standing up.
She stood up also, leaving her refilled basket at her feet.
"Why?"
"I didn't mean to pry."
She smiled.
"It's alright."
I heard someone calling out her name.
"ANNA."
"Oh no." She said.
"That's my brother. He can't see me with you." She said, grabbing her basket.
"Why not?"
"I'm not even allowed to look at boys, yet alone allowed to talk to them. I'm really sorry Nick, but I've got to go. Thanks for helping with my berries."
She scrambled down the row.
"Can I see you again?" I yelled.
She turned around.
"Come to the picnic area in 15 minutes!" She said, smiling.
Then, she disappeared.
"Anna." I whispered.
I think I could start to like Anna.

[adolphin]

oooo
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wow
OMG!
MORE!
and yes it would hurt
possibly

[Xo_Disney_Princess_oX]

More!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

omg!!! more!!!

i go on 9 every time!!
lol thats kinda freaky..

[mileyboo897]

that is freaky..

[( soulmates )]

Yay! You posted it!!
Now do chapter three.

[mileyboo897]

lol adri, i'll put it up tomorrow.
i still have to write my other ff.

[adolphin]

KYLENNNNNNNNNNN
U HAVE TO POST TODAY
or else piggy(http://images.meebo.com/image/skin/default/img/emoticons/pig.gif)and I, will have a feast!
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!
jk jk
MORE!
and, get on aim, and, um, talk?

[BabySpice4240]

wow this is really good more please

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

that is freaky..
yeah..

[mileyboo897]

mann. now i wanna go to blueberry hills...
omg. one time, i went with my friends and we were coming home and the song 'Beverly Hills' came on the radio. The one by Weezer..and we were all "Blueberry Hills! That's were I wanna be!!" It was hilarious.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

haha me too!
sounds like you had fun^ lol

[mileyboo897]

yeahh. that was like..my favorite trip there.
i think i still have some blueberries from it.

[ilygracie]

Ohhhh Love it!
More

[adolphin]

anneliese 'anna' parson



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haha


Ali Lohan?




hahaha

[mileyboo897]

ohh shush up michelleeee.
ali lohan is cool.

[new_york_girl]

that's good update

[adolphin]

ohh shush up michelleeee.
ali lohan is cool.
WELL!

psshh, of course she is!
I luf her!

and I luf the show too