`the agony behind her eyes

[mileyboo897]

`the agony behind her eyes

http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb83/mileyboo897/agony%20behind%20her%20eyes/agony.jpg




Hey all. New fanfiction time. I'm really sorry if you were into my old one.
Everything is different in my life right now so..I'm starting with a clean slate.
I'll porbabley end 'I've Caught my Glimpse of Heaven' with the next chapter which
I am in the process of rewriting.
I might have a sequel later on.

But right now, Here's the new one.
http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb83/mileyboo897/agony%20behind%20her%20eyes/prolouge.jpg




`characters
lead roles.
from left to right.

http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb83/mileyboo897/agony%20behind%20her%20eyes/tiarenaldi.jpg


antoinette lillian renaldi.
nicholas jerry jonas.
joseph adam jonas.
paul kevin jonas II.

supporting roles.
from left to right.

http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb83/mileyboo897/agony%20behind%20her%20eyes/agony1.jpg
http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb83/mileyboo897/agony%20behind%20her%20eyes/agony2.jpg
cassie stevens.
18
Cassie is a rock and roll chic, she loves being the reason behind someones laugh, and is totally sarcastic, extremely dorky, and incredibly klutzy. She likes Joe Jonas but he sees them as just friends, or as that sister he wished he'd have. Dun Dun Dun.
haley miller.
18
Cassie's BFF, Loves Kevin, nice, funny, awesome,
lexi meyers.
16
Antionettes Best friend, fun, happy, and kind
rory.
15
loves nick, but also his long lost best friend. and when they move to the same town starts to reconnect with him
kalee smithson.
18
Loves Joe Jonas, they're besties and hang out all the time. Funny, sarcastics, loves hanging with her friends.
mandy block.
17
Nick, Kevin, & Joe's Best Friend, As Known Them Forever, Is Sweet, Hyper, And Pretty, Becomes Good Friends With Antoinette
carley tanner.
15
what is there to say about carley tanner? her name is just screams ' preppy poser person'. carley is the girl that lives to bring down people who stand in her way. and in her eyes, tia is in her way of getting to nick. can you say drama?
carissa colbert.
17
carissa colbert just happens to be the mentor to carley tanner. they became best friends years ago and ever since, the've cliqued. carissa has a HEE-UGE crush on joe and when it comes to him, nothing will stop her. shes been friends with the jonas family since birth and she intends to become PART of that family.
as if, chica.






`chapters
one. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1924774&postcount=11)
two. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1924856&postcount=15)
three. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1925110&postcount=23)
four. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1925428&postcount=29)
five. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1925503&postcount=44)
six. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1926060&postcount=51)
seven. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1926360&postcount=68)
eight. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1926516&postcount=83)
nine. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1926561&postcount=88)
ten. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1930191&postcount=104)
eleven. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1931328&postcount=111)
twelve. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1937443&postcount=136)
thirteen. (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1950513&postcount=158)



`questions and answers
Q: are you finsihing your old fanic?
A: it's done, yo. go check it out.
Q: are you going to finish this one?
A: absolutley. i've, so far, loved writing on this one and hope to finish it.
Q: can i be a supporting role?
A: not anymore.
Q: how can i learn about the supporting roles place in the story?
A: look above.





`kylen.

[CASSXIES]

name: Cassie Stevens
age: 18
bio: Cassie is a rock and roll chic, she loves being the reason behind someones laugh, and is totally sarcastic, extremely dorky, and incredibly klutzy. She likes Joe Jonas but he sees them as just friends, or as that sister he wished he'd have. Dun Dun Dun.
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.): Link! (http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb244/mcpj_21/Ashlee%20Simpson/dde1.jpg)
good? evil? dont care?: Good please? :]




YAY!
Kylen has a new FF!!
:D

[adolphin]

haha!
I cant wait to read it!
name:Haley Miller
age:18
bio:Cassie's BFF, Loves Kevin, nice, funny, awesome,
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.):http://teenscoop.files.wordpress.com/2007/09/miley-cyrus-hannah-400a062107.jpg
good? evil? dont care?:GOOD! :P

[Jasmine]

yay! Kylen is starting a new fan fic!!!!
Name; Lexi Meyers
Age; 17
Bio; Antionettes Best friend, fun, happy, and kind
Pic; This (click on the pic to make it bigger) (http://www.brielarsonfan.net/gallery/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=32&pos=3)
evil?good?don't care?; good

[gilmore1]

name: gilmore1/ Rory
age: 15
bio: loves nick, but also his long lost best friend. and when they move to the same town starts to reconnect with him
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.): http://www.dosomething.org/files/Images/taylor_swift.jpg
good? evil? dont care?: good.

[hannahlover2007]

name: Kalee Smithson
age: 18
bio: Loves Joe Jonas, they're besties and hang out all the time. Funny, sarcastics, loves hanging with her friends.
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.): Link- (http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k254/miharukurosaki/celebs/ashleesimpson.jpg)
good? evil? dont care?: Good Please.

[mileyboo897]

I'll post chapter one in a while. this computer hates me.

[Jasmine]

yayo!!

[mileyboo897]

did i ever mention I was an idiot?

so I show up in cali right. and when i get there, i realize that the guys are in london. so now. im here. with kevin. their dad. all by my self. only denise knows im here. so its s surpirse for everyone.

yay.

[Jasmine]

when are they coming back??

[mileyboo897]

one.

I held my breath as my bike gliding silently through the gates. Today I'd bought my starmap and was going into the neighborhood where the three guys lived.
I gaped at the huge mansions.
I took a glance at the map and turned left.
I remembered the song I'd listened too yesterday and began humming.
My hair whipped around me like a hurricane and I couldn't see.
Before I knew it, I ran into something.
Or someone.
"Crap." I mumbled. I pushed hair out of my face.
"Are you okay?" i asked to whatever, or whoever, I hit.
I heard laughter.
"I hope you know, You're talking to a mailbox."
I looked up at the source of histarics.
"Oh." I said quietly.
The boy! He was the one I was looking for!
"I'm Nick." he said, holding out his hand.
"Tia." I shook his hand, shyly.
"No screaming?" he asked when we let go.
"Uh...Ahh?" I said.
He laughed.
I heard a door open and I looked over.
One of the older boys walked out.
"Nick. Whose your friend?"
He looked ot be the oldest of the three.
"Kevin, This is Tia."
Kevin smiled at me.
I would have smiled back, but I never smiled.
"So..uh...why are you here?" he asked.
"I..ran into your mailbox. I couldn't see."
I sat up straighter on my bike.
"Oh."
There was an awkward silence.
I was about to peddle away when another boy came out.
"Nick, Kev. it's time for lu-Oh hello." said the third boy, who I thought to be Joe.
He looked at me.
Before he could harass me with questions, I answered.
"Before you ask, My name is Tia. I'm here because I ran into your mailbox and I was just leaving."
I took off pedaling down the street.
"HEY!" I turned to see Nick running after me. I stopped.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"I don't know. Is there a park around here?" I asked, rubbing my hands together.
"Yeah. I'll take you." I nodded.
I peddled slowly since Nick was walking beside me.
"How old are you?" Nick asked.
"Fifteen." I said, pushing hair behind my ears.
He looked at my glumy face.
"Do you smile?"
I looked over at him.
"No. Not since my mother died." I said, darkly.
"Oh. I'm sorry." He looked at his feet.
"If you don't mind me asking, how did she die?" He added softly.
"My father. He-" A tear rolled down my cheek.
"Oh. it's okay. You just met me and all so you don't have to tell me anything. I understand." he said sweetly.
I nodded.
I began to hum to calm myself down.
We went the rest of the way to the park in silence.
I parked my bike and turned to him.
"Thanks. For getting me here." I said.
"Do you mind if I stay?"
I shook my head, no.
We sat on the swings.
Nick and I sat in silence at the park.
I was swinging really high and then the familiar thoughts of jumping and committing suicide came to mind.
I swang higher and my breathing became harder.
"Tia? Are you alright?" I heard Nick say.
I drowned him out.
The little voice in my head spoke softly.
"Antoinette. My dear Antonia. Live. Live to the fullest."
My conscience had always been my mother.
I listened to her words and finally stopped my swing.
"Are you okay, Tia?" Nick asked.
Tears swelled in my eyes.
Before I knew it, I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his shoulder.

[MileyRox1174]

It's awesome! More! :)

(psst...please PM me back ;))

[CASSXIES]

More please!!
Its wonderful

:]

[adolphin]

oh! that is so sad!
MORE!
haha!:P
did u complete ur journey?
If you dont mind me asking

[mileyboo897]

two.


"So that's my story." I rubbed my hands together as Nick looked at me, slowly.
"So you live in the big house all by yourself?" He asked quietly.
"Yeah. I have for..about a year now. Ever since they took my dad away." I looked down at my raged, old, green hightops.
"How do you get food?" he asked.
"I buy it. Like a normal person. I have money." I glanced at him.
"I pawned everything valuable in the house and I use my college fund."
"Oh. Don't you need that money for college though?"
"I dropped out of school weeks ago. I don't need an education."
"Well. Do you need a place to stay? We have an open room and-"
I cut him off.
"I'm doing just fine on my own. I don't need pity." I snapped.
He looked taken back.
"I'm sorry. Is there anythign I can do?"
I shook my head and walked over to my bike.
I felt Nick staring at me.
"I'm sorry I snapped at you. It's just...I don't want to get to close to anybody. I don't to get hurt again."
I said without looking at him.
He came up behind me and whispered in my ear, "I would never hurt you."
Chills went down my spine.
For some reason, I believed him.
"Is your offer still open?" I asked, turning to him.
He looked surprised.
"Of course. Come on." He sat on my bike and I stood on the spokes behind.
I wrapped my armsa round him so I would fall.
"Tia! You're choking me!" he laughed.
To my surprise. And his.
I laughed. For the first time in 5 years...I actually smiled and laughed.
"YOU LAUGHED!" he screamed at me.
"I KNOW!" I yelled back.
Nick made me laugh like I'd never laughed before.
Nick parked the bike infront of his house and I collapsed into the grass.
Laughing.
I laughed until my lungs hurt.
"Oww." I laughed harder.
"Are you okay?" Nick asked, pulling me up when my happiness had gone down.
I answered by hugging him.
"Thank You." I whispered.
I heard a wolf whistle.
"JOE!" Nick screamed.
Joe ran into the house, laughing.
"Come on. Meet my mom." Nick pulled me into his mansion of a house.
All around there were pictures on the wall. I smiled at them.
"Mom!" Nick called.
"Yes dear? Oh hello." said his mother, who walked out of what seemed to be the kitchen.
"Hi." I said quietly.
"Mom. This is Tia. She kinda needs a place to..live?" he asked looking at me.
I nodded.
"What happend to your home?" his mother asked sweetly.
"Nothing actually. My mother died years ago and My father was taken away 11 months ago so I'm living on my own. Nick here just offered me a place to stay." I said, shyly.
"Oh. of course dear! ANd I'm so sorry about your mother." I nodded.
"Do you need anything from your house?"
I htought about my mother's wedding ring, my diary.
"Yes, ma'am." I said.
"Nick. Go with her so she can gather her belongings. I'll go make up the guest room."
Nick nodded and I followed him out the door.
He opened the garage door and pulled out a bicycle, shutting right afterwards.
"Lead the way." he said.
I jumped on my bike and then tried to remember my way out of the neighborhood.
I pulled the starmap out of my pocket and then nodded, once I'd remember.
"You carry a starmap?" Nick asked.
"Don't ask. It's...just a thing I do." I said.
"Oh. So your the one hiding in the bushes behind the house?" He asked, jokingly.
"Shut up." I said smiling.
When he smiled, I claimed him to be very attracting.
We rode into my neighborhood and up to my house.
"It sure is nicely kept. Do you make it look this way?" he said, gesturing to the clean cut bushes and spring flowers in my yard.
"Yeah. I got it from my mom." I said.
I looked around to make sure no one was coming up the street and then I opened the garage and hurried inside.
"Put your bike in here. Hurry." I rushed Nick.
"No one knows, do they?" I shook my head.
I went into my house.
Nick followed me up the stairs into my room.
I lifted up my pillows and grabbed my diary and the key which held my mothers ring.
"Done. Let's go." I said.
"No clothes?" Nick asked.
I looked down at what I was wearing.
Jeans and a tee shirt.
"These are my clothes." I said.
"Surley you must have-" He opened my closet door and saw it empty.
"Oh. okay lets go." We ran back out of the house and rode our bikes back to his.
"This is all you have, dear?" his mother asked when she saw I was only holding a old book and a necklace with a key and ring on it.
I nodded.
"YOu have no clothes?"
"No. I sold them all so I could buy food."
"Such a brave young woman you are. Here. Your room is ready."
I walked into the mint-green painted room which I would now call Home.

[CASSXIES]

Aw.
That was kind, and sweet.
hahaha
More please

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

`form
name: Mandy Block
age: 17
bio: Nick, Kevin, & Joe's Best Friend, As Known Them Forever, Is Sweet, Hyper, And Pretty, Becomes Good Friends With Antoinette
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.): http://i252.photobucket.com/albums/hh13/luves_rp_fam/26.png
good? evil? dont care?: Good

[mileyboo897]

lol. its really funny you posted that picture cuz like...I just watched that episode. ill put you up in a sec.
also. could you add a last name?

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

Aww, i just read it! I love it!!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

lol. its really funny you posted that picture cuz like...I just watched that episode. ill put you up in a sec.
also. could you add a last name?
sry for double posting, but i did!

[xXmandyXx]

aww :D
more!

[mileyboo897]

name: gilmore1/ Rory
age: 15
bio: loves nick, but also his long lost best friend. and when they move to the same town starts to reconnect with him
picture(please leave it a bigger size so i can put it in a big pic like i did with leads.): http://www.dosomething.org/files/Images/taylor_swift.jpg
good? evil? dont care?: good.

hey could you add a last name? thanks.

[mileyboo897]

three.

I sat on 'my' bed for sometime, reading old diary entries.
I could believe how...horrible my life used to be.
Each page filled with thoughts of commiting suicide.
Suicide was the last thing on my mind ever since I'd met Nick.
I'd grown to love him like a brother but also like him for more than that.
Joe and Kevin were deffinatly in tune when it came to me liking their brother.
How do I know?
They talked to me about it.
Creepy.
I smiled. Then I closed my diary and locked it.
I looked out my window.
I saw the horrid neighbors next door.
I'd grown to hate them.
Their daughter, Hunter, was litteraly madly in love with Nick. I swear.
I think we've found out whose been hiding in the bushes.
That was Nick and I's inside joke from the day we'd met, one month ago.
Anyways, she was always coming over.
So what I did was take on last look at my diary then threw it out the window where it landed successfully in her pool.
I watched it sink to the bottom and smiled.
The past was behind me.
Of course I still cried about my mom sometimes but I'd totally forgotten about my father.
He was old school to me.
I heard a familiar noise coming from my side table.
My cellphone, which Denise and Paul bought for me, vibrated.
I saw a text messgae from Nick.
'Hey. Come down for lunch.'
I closed my phone and put it in the back pocket of my jeans and ran down the stairs.
"Hey." Nick greeted me.
I sat next to him at the bar counter and watched as Denise served her four children and myself Macaroni and Cheese.
Frankie, the youngest Jonas, sighed.
"Again?" he asked.
I laughed.
Hey. Mac and cheese was better than my normal bologna sandwiches.
"Just eat it, Frankie." Paul said from the table.
The six people around me had grown to be my family.
"Tia?" Joe said.
"Hmm?" I answered.
"Is there any reason theres a book in the neighbors pool?" he asked.
I laughed.
"How did that get there?" I smiled. The boys laughed.
Nick smiled at me.
"Glad you've put the past behind you."
"Me too." I ate my maccaroni and cheese and then sat back.
"Boys. Isn't it almost time for your trip to London?" asked Denise.
London? Nick never told me they were going to London.
Nick looked at me cautiously.
Joe and Kevin nodded.
"Uhh. London?" I asked.
"Yes. The boys are going to London for a show." Paul said.
"Oh."
So I'm stuck here? Great.
"Tia? Do you want ot come with us?" Kevin asked.
"No Kevin. I wouldn't." I said as seriously as I could.
"Really?" Joe asked.
My lips curled into a smile.
"Yes. I would HATE to go." I said sarcastically.
Frankie looked at me.
For a seven year old, the kid was extreamly smart. He smiled.
He knew I was joking. Though Kevin, Joe and Nick didn't.
"Guys. I'd love to go. Jeez. Don't have a cow." I said when they really did look hurt.
"Okay good. Cause for a second I thought you were serious." Joe said.
"No Joey. Not at all." He grimaced.
So the four of us ran upstairs and began to pack.
I'd never been out of Los Angelas before so...I was pumped.
Just then I got a text message.
Nick read it over my shoulder with me.
"Who is that from?" He asked.
"I have no idea.."

'I know where you are, Antonia.'

OOO. CREEPY.
lol. like...I just walked out of the shower and waters going everywhere. oops. i am so easily amused. :)

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

MORE!!!!!!!!! DON'T DRIVE ME NUTS!!! :P to late..

[CASSXIES]

Moreeee.
:]

When is everyone coming in?
xD
I loves this.

[xXmandyXx]

morenesss :D

[mileyboo897]

Moreeee.
:]

When is everyone coming in?
xD
I loves this.

Okay. Like. I wrote...8ish boring chapters pre wriiten so they are already done.

Right now...they are in London and stuff and like...when they return..i swear i will add in everyone. it just takes a while since ive already written it. but yall will be in there. i know in the last one i wasnt so good at keeping everyone in. :)

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

well then. Post some right now! I'm bored!!!!

[mileyboo897]

ehh. might as well. i'm bored too, yo.

four.


He'd found me.
He'd found me and know he was coming to take me away from the only people who care.
I can't believe how cruel that man is.
He can't have me.
He has NO CUSTODY.
Right?
Please tell me he has no custody.
Nick was watching me as I paced up an down.
"Tia. Calm Down. He can't have you."
"He can Nick! If he has custody then he can't take me right from beneath your nose! Since your parents arent my lleagal guardians..."
"Wait. Tia! That's it! My parents will become your guardians!" Nick grabbed my shoulders.
"One of my parents has to sign the papers GIVING them that right, Nick. I know. I've looked it up a million times."
"But he's in Jail. The law-maker peoples will understand!" Nick said to me.
"Apparently he's not in jail if he's texting me. How did he even get this number? I haven't given it out to anyone. I don't KNOW anyone."
I slid down against the wall and held my head in my hands.
Nick came over and sat next me.
He rubbed my back and hugged me.
"We'll figure this out." Nick assured me.
Would we?

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

At dinner, I was quiet.
No one but Nick knew about the text and it was starting to bug me.
"Tia, Honey, are you alright?" asked Denise.
"Huh? Oh yeah. Just...thinking." I said, twirling my pasta around with my fork.
"You haven't touched your food." she said, worringly.
"Oh. I'm not really hungry." I said, pushing my plate away.
"Tia, whats wrong?" asked Frankie.
I looked at his sad face.
"It's grown up stuff, Frankie. You wouldn't understand." I said to him sweetly.
"Yes I would!" he debated.
I sighed. I would have to tell them sonner or later.
"Today...I got a text message from my dad." I said.
The room went silent.
"Dear. He's in jail. YOu must be mistaken." said Paul.
I shook my head and passed him phone.
"Oh dear.." said Denise.
"I think he still has custody of me." I said, quietly.
Everyone looked at me.
"Not for long." Denise said.
"Denise. Nick and I talked about this today. If he is out of jail then there is no way any of you could get custody. He would have to sign the papers and he will never do that." I stated.
"Tia. We can work it out. There is some way.."Paul said. He stood from the table and went to his laptop.
For the next two hours, he and Denise were working on filling out papers to claim llegal custody of me.
Nick and I sat in his room.
"It's not going to work." I mumbled sadly, strumming lightly on Nick's guitar.
"Do you play?" he asked, gesturing towards the guitar.
"I used to. So I'm probabley a little rusty." I said.
"Oh come on. Lets here it." he said, sitting next to me.
"Fine" I said.
I tried to remember the song I'd written right after I got here.
As I secretly stole one of the boys guitars when they were out and wrote.
"Here we go."

"I took my time
Learning my lines
Trying to sort it out
This life that I lead
Its trapped me naive
I wanna scream out loud
Leave the past behind
Now is my time

I wanna see
I wanna Dream
I wanna live a life of fantasy
I wanna fly
I want my life to be much more than just an alibi
Can't you see
I wanna be
I wanna be"

I played the part in between verses and looked at Nick.
He was smiling.

"Running in place
Been out of the race
Before it even started
I am stuck at the gate
Don't make me wait
Swimming in a sea uncharted
Fly:. sail...
A starry night
First star I see tonight
I wish for kiss goodbye
Now I am flying high

I wanna see
I wanna Dream
I wanna live a life of fantasy
I wanna fly
I want my life to be much more than just an alibi
I wanna see
I wanna Dream
I wanna live a life of fantasy
I wanna fly
I want my life to be much more than just a journey
Leading down the road to no where
Future fading masquerading wonders
And that's when I begin to dream"

I played a small guitar solo.

"
I wanna see
I wanna Dream
I wanna live a life of fantasy
I wanna fly
I want my life to be much more...
I wanna see (I wanna see)
I wanna Dream (I wanna dream)
I wanna live a life of fantasy
I wanna fly
I want my life to be much more than just an alibi
Can't you see
I wanna be"


I played the last notes and then looked at Nick.
"You're amazing."
I blushed.
"Thanks."
"TIA!" I heard a call from downstairs.
I looked at Nick.
"They did it." he whispered.
We ran out of the room to also see Kevin, Joe and frankie running down the stairs.
"Did you do it?" I asked, frantically.
"YES!"
They hugged me.
"OH MY GOSH!" everyone screamed. We all had one big group hug.
It was true.
These wonderful people were my family.



Lovely. Song credit goes to Emma Roberts' 'I Wanna Be'

[xXmandyXx]

awww :D
yaytastical!
wait... if nick and tia are related... and they... and... oh man. im confused

[mileyboo897]

not related. somehow (in a way i willl explain later) denise and paul got custody. that means...they are her guardians. like..you know how when they send a report card home it says 'to parent/guardian of so and so'? they arent her parents and they are not related. they just..take care of her. it gets more complicated later. but for now...they arent related. so...dont be confused.

[CASSXIES]

Awww.
More!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

yayyyy its so good!!!!

[mileyboo897]

Thanks guys. I think I'll keep up with this one more since...I dont know why. I just will. It wont be as awkward. As when I was writing a Joe one..and dating nick. lol. that went way biserk. really.

[xXmandyXx]

not related. somehow (in a way i willl explain later) denise and paul got custody. that means...they are her guardians. like..you know how when they send a report card home it says 'to parent/guardian of so and so'? they arent her parents and they are not related. they just..take care of her. it gets more complicated later. but for now...they arent related. so...dont be confused.

okayyy... so they arent related so they are free to like each other... yeah, at first is sounded awkward to me, Tia being able to love her brother. ew.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

haha that would be weird.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

Also did u get my email kylen,

[mileyboo897]

What email did you send it too? I dont always keep up with them all.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

What email did you send it too? I dont always keep up with them all.

It was titled 'hey kylen' and I asked what's up LOL

[mileyboo897]

okayyy... so they arent related so they are free to like each other... yeah, at first is sounded awkward to me, Tia being able to love her brother. ew.

lol. that reminded me of something my friend jake said on the bus the other day. i dont think i caught the entire conversation but i sounded like "joe make out with nick" and i just like...started screaming at him. i was all "dude! thats my boyfriend!!" and he was like "joe? isnt he like..20?" i just went all..smartie on him. "1. joe is 18 you are thinking of kevin. 2. EWWW. HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT?!!?"

It was hilarious.

[mileyboo897]

It was titled 'hey kylen' and I asked what's up LOL

pm which email you sent it to.

[mileyboo897]

okay nevermind. i figured it out. hey. from now on..send stuff to this (http://www.mymostwanted.com/forum/kylen_hearts_sirius@hotmail.com) email. pay no attention to the name. it was when i was obsessed with harry potter.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

oh ok!

[mileyboo897]

last chapter for tonight. thats already 5 so. wow. only like..three more till its all my pre-writtens.


five.

I was ecstatic.
I felt like sending a random text to my father saying 'NanananaBooBoo! You can't have me!"
But that would have been immature.
Nick thought it was funny though.
Over the next few days, I realized our London trip was approaching.
I had my calendar marked.
On April 28, I marked out the last 'X' and circled the 29th.
"It's tomorrow!" I whisper yelled, as I thought I was the only one awake.
My door creaked open.
"Tia?" i heard a small voice say.
I turned and saw Frankie.
"Hey Frankster. What are doing up so late?"
"I ahd a bad dream. Can I sleep with you?" He looked really scared.
"Yeah. Come on."
I sat on my bed and Frankie climbed in. I turned the light off and layed next to him.
"Thanks Tia." he whispered. I ruffled his hair as a 'Your Welcome' and then I heard his slow breaths as a sign of sleep.
I stayed up a bit longer thinking.
I heard my door open again and saw Joe standing there.
"Hey. Did he come to you?" He whispered, walking in.
"Yeah." I said, looking at the sleeping Frankie.
"He usually comes to me or Nick. I guess he warmed up to you." He said to me.
"Yeah. I guess so." I yawned.
"So. You and Nick? Anything yet?" he asked.
I smacked his arm.
"Dude. No." I said. I seriously sounded like..a guy.
"That was creepy." Joe laughed softly.
I nodded.
"But really. He likes you." Joe said, going back to serious mode.
"I know, Joe. Its obvious. I just think...I might not be ready for a relationship. Besides. You all are like...my brothers now."
"I know. It'll be weird for you two. But. You'll work it out."
I smacked him again.
"Incest is not cool, man." He laughed.
"Tomorrow is London." he said.
"I know! I'm so excited. I've never been out of L.A. before." I said, a little too loud.
Frankie rolled over.
"We're they for like..a couple of days though. Three, I think."
I nodded sadly.
"Okay. I'll see you in the morning." Joe said.
"Night, Joey." I smiled at him.
"Goodnight, Antonia." He said.
I gasped.
"I'll get you." I whispered.
He laughed and left the room.
I layed back and closed my eyes.
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I was on an airplane.
I'd never been on an airplane.
WAnna know something I learned about airplanes?
THEY SUCK.
We'd been flying in the Jonas' private jet for 15 minutes and I'd already thrown up.
This just wasn't my day.
"Are you okay?" Nick asked when I walked out of the bathroom.
"Perfect. Never been..better." I mumbled.
I sat next to him and he grabbed my hand.
"Only twelve more hours." He smiled.
"Ugh." I groaned.
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LAND.
The first word out of my mouth when we'd reached the British Private Jetport.
"THANK GOD." I exclaimed.
I fell to the ground and kissed the floor.
"EW. I can't believe I just did that." I said, gaging.
"Why?" NIck laughed.
"Kissing the floor is...illogical." I said.
Nick adn Joe looked at eachother and began laughing.
"I went to the Year 3000!" Joe screamed.
"YO! THATS ILLOGICAL! I CAN'T HAVE IT!" Nick screamed back.
I put my hand on Nick's shoulder.
"Slow down sugar, you're a diabetic." I smirked.
"I see you've done your research. Good Job!" Kevin said.
We all laughed.
London was gonna rock.


Okay. The date is wrong. It says the 28th and 29th. Cuz thats what they were really until everything was changed cuz of the Avril tour and stuff. Also cuz of Mexico. Ugh.

[CASSXIES]

"Slow down sugar, you're a diabetic." I smirked.

Favorite Nick Jonas quote ever.

Yess.

more.

[mileyboo897]

I know. Really. I love it. ^^

[mileyboo897]

Sorry for the double post but I really need at least two more sign ups for the story cuz I need two evil/bad bffs to add in. so..if anyone wants to audition (lol, got the whole movie thing going on) then go ahead.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

can't wait for tomorrow! When that chapter said the word 'sugar' I am craving sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mileyboo897]

^^ lol me too. maybe once kevin is alseep...ill go sneak some..i know where they hide it. cuz im so good.

but seriously..anyone want to be bad? i need some.

[adolphin]

haha!
I would, but I already signed up!
haha!
I hope u get ur sugar!
haha!:P

[mileyboo897]

six.


The lights darkend and the room was filled with high pitch screaming.
I held my hands over my ears and laughed.
"We're the Kids...We're the Kids.." Nick and Joe's voices filled the air.
I began to scream with the otehr little girls who crowed me.
I was front row at the boy's concert.
I'd never been to a concert.
Yet alone, front row at one.
"WE'RE THE KIDS OF THE FUTURE!" I yelled.
Ahh. For some reason, it felt great to be a normal kid for once.
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"OH MY GOD!" I screamed, running backstage and jumping on Nick.
"That. Was. AWESOME!" I yelled. They all hugged me.
"First concert?" Joe asked.
"Yupp." I nodded, violently.
I looked around backstage.
It was nothing like I thought it would be.
Like...It was a dirty hallway. With doors leading to dressing rooms.
I turned on my heal quickly when I heard a night pitched squeal.
"NICKY!" I saw Miley Cyrus running towards us.
"What the..?"
I saw Nick began to say but he was cut off by Mileys jumping on him and kissing him.
WHAT?!?!?
"When did they start going out?" I asked Joe.
"Never..." he whispered darkly.
Kevin just stood there looking at them awkwardly.
I was shocked when Nick didn't pull away.
Ugh. And Joe said he liked me.
I was really starting to like him back and...Oh My God.
I hate him.
For...leading me on.
RAWR.
I nudged Joe and made him follw me into a random dressing room.
"WHAT IN GODS NAME IS SHE DOING HERE?" I whisper-yelled.
"I don't know!" he said.
I was starting to breathe heavily and I could feel tears welling in my eyes.
"You said he liked me." I said, softly.
"He does! He did..." Joe said.
"I'm sorry." He said, hugging me when he saw tears pour from my eyes.
"This exactly what I didn't want to happen. Ugh. If only I hadn't thrown my diary. I need to write in it."
I fell to the floor.
"I thought you said that was your...suicide book?" Joe said, awkwardly.
"It is." I said as darkly as I could.
I looked out into the hallway and saw Nick and Miley chatting.
"I hate him for doing this to me. He promised he wouldn't." I whispered to myself.
Tears poured from my face.
I heard footsteps coming this way and Joe quickly tossed me his sunglasses.
I pushed them on and saw a darkened version of Nick standing in the doorway.
"Come one guys. We're leaving." he said, happily.
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In the limo, I sat next to Joe.
"Tia, is everything okay?" Nick asked me.
I just ignored him and looked out the window.
I pulled out my Zune and turned it on, blasting the music.
Goodnight and Goodbye was the song that got me through the car ride.
Back at the hotel, Nick pulled me aside.
"Are you okay?" he asked, sweetly.
I wanted to nod and hug him.
"Yeah. Just peachy." I said sarcastically.
I walked into our hotel suite and went into the room that was mine.
Nick followed me but I slammed the door in his face.
I felt bad but it was what I had to do.
He'd hurt me and that's all I cared about.

ohh. drama.

[mileyboo897]

Nobody cares? How sad.

lol. wanna know something funny.
i chose a really bad time to run away.
cuz like...i was searching myspace and all right and i can across the Jobros UK myspace and like..omg. they're doing a europe tour with avril lavigne. so they wont be back for like..forever.
so in like..tomorrow i think...kevin and i are heading up to england.

HOLY COW.

I CANT WAIT CUZ ITS BEEN MY LIFELONG DREAM.

lol. ive been planning the perfect way to freak them out.
ill hide my clothes al over they're hotel room and then hide in denises room.
then when they are sleeping, im gonna go climb into nicks bed (which ive learned how to do without waking him up) and just freak him out in the morning. itll be amazing.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

More!!! And You'll Love England! It's Soooo Amazing!!!

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

OHMIGOD!! I just read everything I LOVE YOUR WRITING!! MORE!

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

Nobody cares? How sad.

lol. wanna know something funny.
i chose a really bad time to run away.
cuz like...i was searching myspace and all right and i can across the Jobros UK myspace and like..omg. they're doing a europe tour with avril lavigne. so they wont be back for like..forever.
so in like..tomorrow i think...kevin and i are heading up to england.

HOLY COW.

I CANT WAIT CUZ ITS BEEN MY LIFELONG DREAM.

lol. ive been planning the perfect way to freak them out.
ill hide my clothes al over they're hotel room and then hide in denises room.
then when they are sleeping, im gonna go climb into nicks bed (which ive learned how to do without waking him up) and just freak him out in the morning. itll be amazing.

Wait....are you serious?! Or are you joking?

[Jasmine]

ky, it is fine i don't care about the age, more!

[mileyboo897]

Wait....are you serious?! Or are you joking?

totally completely serious.

[CASSXIES]

Moreee please!
:]

[xXmandyXx]

moreeee :D

[mileyboo897]

more in a little while. im like...talking to my brother on IM.
and Cassie of course.

[Jasmine]

Cassie who?
^^this Cassie?

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

MORE!!! PLEASE! hehe, i'm hyper. And i think that's a wonderful plan.. hehe

[mileyboo897]

^^ me too!

oh and jasmine yeah this cassie on here.

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

Than ur lucky beyond words

[xXmandyXx]

ahem.
someone by the name of kylen...
needs to post!

[mileyboo897]

i willl. hold on

[CASSXIES]

^^ me too!

oh and jasmine yeah this cassie on here.

I feel known.
hahaha
Or, Loved
or..something

[mileyboo897]

seven.

Nick pounded on my door.
Of course, the noise was so faint...I just pretended like I couldn't hear him since My Chemical Romance was blasting throuhg the stereo speakers.
"TIA!" he screamed.
I ran to the door.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I screamed.
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?"
"YOU. NOW GET OUT!" I yelled at him.
"WHAT DID I EVEN DO?" He looked somewhat sympathetic.
"YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE!" Tears rolled down my face.
"I-Tia. I'm so sorry. I didn't..I didn't even know she would be there. I don't even like her. To tell the truth..We all really don't like her."
A smile formed on my face.
A small smile but a smile non the less.
"Okay. I forgive you. But-It still hurt."
Nick wrapped his arms around me in a hug.
"I would never hurt you..." He whispered to me.
"I know." I told him.
We pulled apart from our hug and looked at eachother.
Lyrics came to mind.
When we used to be...Just Friends...
Never.
Nick and I inched closer to eachother.
Then, without warning...we were tied up in a long, passionate, yet gentle kiss.
"YES!" I heard Joe cry.
I laughed when Nick and I pulled apart.
"I'm so excited that...that..." He stammered.
"You'll run out in traffic?"
"TO BAD THERES-"
"NO CARS IN OKLAHOMA!" We all screamed together.
I collapsed on my bed with Nick next to me.
We laughed.
Then Nick kissed me again.
-squee-
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The next morning, I woke up ecstatic.
"GOOD MORNING!" I shouted, running into the boy's room.
I jumped on Nick's bed.
"Umph. Gerr Offg." He say, putting his pillow over his head.
"Rise and Shine, Nicky!" I yelled. I layed on him.
"You're not moving are you?" He asked.
"Nope." I smiled.
"Fine." He began to tickle me.
"NI-CKK." I screached.
I laughed and my lungs hurt.
"Cant-Breathe" I said in between fits of laughter.
"Then get off."
"OKAY!" I screamed. I rolled over and layed next to Nick.
"So. What are we doing today?" I asked to no one in particular.
No one in particular answered because the boys had gone back to sleep.
"Geez-US!" I said loudly.
Nick rolled over on his stomache and pressed his face into the pillow.
Joe groaned. "Shut Up Tia. It's Sunday."
I heard the faint sounds of snoring and decided to go back to my room and watch some TV.
I turned it on and saw that the only thing on were British or Spanish Soap Operas.
I sat in silence for 3 hours watching a grieful story about a man and a woman being torn apart by the mans overly conceited, rich parents.
It was in Spanish so I think thats what was going on.
"Time for breakfast." Kevin walked into my room and turned off the TV.
"NOO. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEND TO ENRIQUE!" I screamed.
Kevin looked at me weird as he dragged me out of the room.
"Enrique?" Nick asked, setting plates on the table.
"Yes. I want to know if he dies."
"You've been watching those spanish soap things all morning. Do you think he's gonna die?" Joe asked.
"Yes I do. But I have to make sure." I started to twalk back but Kevin sat me down.
"You have issues. Now eat."
I scowled and began to eat my bacon and eggs.
I felt my phone vibrate in the back pocket pf my pajama pants.



'Stay where you are. I'll get you soon, Antonia.'

[CASSXIES]

-squee-

hahaha^


The ending..is slightly terrifying!

[Jasmine]

I feel known.
hahaha
Or, Loved
or..something
of course your known, and loved Cass!I'm not:'(
Ill get over it:lol:

[CASSXIES]

of course your known, and loved Cass!I'm not:'(
Ill get over it:lol:

Yes you are!
Everyone is loved!

[mileyboo897]

I love to be loved.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

of course your known, and loved Cass!I'm not:'(
Ill get over it:lol:

don't feel bad.. me neither.

also,,,


SCARY. [the ff i mean]

[xXmandyXx]

No!
dont stay where you are Tia... RUN!!!
I have the chills....
more! before I go insane! (which looks like it already happened! lol!)

[mileyboo897]

Scary? Oh. I'm offended.

EDIT: Oh wait. I just read the end of the last chapter. Im an idiot.

[xXmandyXx]

nah!
dont be offended!
were just all worried for Tia :D

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

OO! Chills!! She sure forgives fast!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

yepp^^ lol.

[mileyboo897]

^^ eh. its a thing. i cant keep grudges. it kills me.

[adolphin]

Omj!!!!!!!
More!!!!!!!!



Noooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p:p:p:p:p

[xXmandyXx]

yes pleaseeee
more!

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

MORE!!!!!!!!! pwease?

[mileyboo897]

eight.

I stared at the screen.
"G-Guys?" I asked, my voice shakey.
"L-Look." I mumbled.
They crowded around me and gasped.
"We have to get you out of here." Nick said.
"He said stay here." I saidm dreamly.
"So? He can't have you Tia. I wont let him." Joe said, bravley.
"You don't know what he's capable of, Joe." I said, softly.
"Come on, Tia. Lets go." Kevin grabbed my arm.
"HE KILLED MY MOTHER. IM NOT GOING TO LET HIM KILL ME." I screamed.
The boys backed off.
"We aren't going to either. Thats why we have to leave." Nick said.
I stood up and hugged him.
He stroked my hair.
I felt the phone vibrate again.

'Come to the Lobby.'

It said.
"We have to. Come on." I said.
"No Tia. We have to-"
"Go to the Lobby." I finished for Nick.
I let go of him and began to walk to the door.
They followed me out and tried to stop me.
I just kepy walking until we reached the elevator. Every got in.
Whe it was almost to the lobby, Nick grabbed me.
"Incase he does take you. I want to give you this." he pulled a ring out of his pocket.
"You're Holding All of My Heart."
"Nick. But we just..."
"I wanted to give it to you forever ago. I was scared."
Just before we reached the lobby, I pulled him into a passionate kiss.
"I'm letting this slide because your dad's here." Kevin said.
I waved him off and kissed Nick more.
I heard the ding and we flew apart, incase my dad was there.
I slid the ring onto my ring finger on my left hand.
I saw a man in sunglasses and a hat on the couch.
"Father?" I asked, walking next to him.
He stood up and pulled something out of his pocket and shoving it in my side.
I groaned, looking down at the pistol. I herad Kevin, Joe and Nick gasp.
My dad walked me outside and the boys followed.
"Antoinette. How wonderful to see you. Glad you actually made friends since I've been gone."
"No thanks to you. I wouldn't try anything, bub. You havem't got any custody."
"When did that evver stop me?" He said in his sly, oilly voice.
I whinced as he pushed the gun in my skin.
Nick looked like he was about to attack him.
"No." I mouthed to him.
"What's this?" My father asked, holding up my left hand, admiring my ring.
'Please don't take it.' I thought.
"You're holfding all of my heart...how pathetic. Which one of these pretty boys gave it to you?"
I thought on my feet.
"None. I bought it myself. It's from my pretend boyfriend. He's invisable." I smiled.
"I see you're an idiot like your mother. Ugh. I have no use for you." He put his finger on the trigger.
Just before he pulled it, I saw Nick lunge at him, making him fly backwards.
he pulled the trigger and it hit me from afar.
I fell to the ground in pain and everything went black.
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I was asleep for what seemed like forever.
Wake Up, I told myself.
But my eyes were just to heavy.
And my side hurt more than anything.
"Tia? Please wake up. Please." I heard Nick cry.
I wanted to send him a sign. To tell him I was alive.
"Please." he whispered.
I felt him grab my hand.
Then with all my might, I squeezed.
"She squeezed my hand." He gasped. "She's alive!"
I heard people gather around me.
"Out of the way please." I heard a female voice say.
Nurse, I thought.
I tried my hardest to open my eyes.
"Tia. Please. Come on. Stop scaring us. Wake up." I heard Joe say.
I felt a warm, soft hand grab mine.
"Antoinette. If you are awake. Squeeze."
I squeezed lightly.
"She's awake. She just may not be able to open her eyes. She is in alot of pain."
Then, light filled the room and I saw four figures gathered around me.
They were just giant blobs of blurriness.
"Oh my god." Nick whispered.
The boys engulfed me in a hug.
"Space, boys. SHe does have a serious wound."
I winced a bit when she said it.
How bad was it?
I wanted to look, but stopped myself.
The nurse left the room for a minute or two and we all sat in silence.
When the nurse came back, she told us grieful news.
"The bullet shot into Antoinette's side hit some of the tubes leading to her voice box so she wont beable to talk for about a week. Here's a board she can use to communicate with you."
She handed me a dry erase board.
Wonderful.
She left again.
The boys stared at me, wanting me to tell them something.
"I'm fine, guys. Just get me out of here." I wrote in my scrawly cursive."
"You can't. You're wound has to heal. It should be okay for you to leave by tomorrow. Or maybe the day after." Kevin informed me.
I nodded. I erased what I had and started over.
"How long have I been here?"
"Three days."
I gaped at Nick with a 'are-you-serious?' look on my face.
They all nodded.
Zippady-Freaking-Doo-Da-Day for me.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

Zippady-Freaking-Doo-Da-Day for me.



Hehe. Zippady-Freaking-Doo-Da-Day. funny. lol :P

[adolphin]

THAT WAS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pweez?!

[CASSXIES]

asasasdf

More.
[Hopefully I didn't double post, my computer is freaking out.]
!

[mileyboo897]

Hold on. I need to finish up 9. that was the end of my pre written chapters.

[mileyboo897]

this is it for now. got to write 10.


nine.


I was sucsessfully released from the hospital the next day.
I swear.
There were permanent marks on the dry erase board from mewriting on it too much.
After I woke up yesterday, Nick and I had an entire written conversation on muffins.
Wonderful, eh?
But right now, I was leaned up against him in the limo, heading to our hotel.
He was stroking my hair gently and Joe and Kevin were smiling at us.
"You're so CUTE!" Joe smiled. I held my hand out for my dry erase board.
"Have somethign to say?" Joe asked me, smirking.
I nodded and whacked him with it.
"Ow." He rubbed his arm.
I smiled at him and layed back on Nick.
He pulled out his cellphone and began typing.
A second later I felt mine vibrate.
I smiled.
I grabbed my phone and opened it.
'One New Message from: Nick J <3'
I read it.
'So. Whats up, muffin?'
I smiled and wrote 'lol' on my board since I was banned from laughing this week too.
'Nuthin' Much, STUDmuffin.'
Oh yeah. I'm so cool, I can italic texts.
Nick laughed.
So we went on for the rest of the car ride texting eachother random things.
It was official I asked the stupidest questions.
'Stud, what would you do for a Klondike bar?'
'Kiss you' he replied back.
I wrote on my board and shoved it in Joe's face.
"Joe. Go find me a Klondike bar?" Joe read awkwardly.
Nick snorted and I smiled to myself.
Then Joe looked at our texts.
"NO KLONDIKE BARS." he screamed.
I really wish I could have laughed.
For some random reason, I scrolled though the contacts in my phone, looking at people I havent contacted in a while.
I saw a name I'd known forever.
'Lexi Meyers.'
She was my best friend.
I hadn't talk to her in a year. How sad.
I sent a text.
'Hey Lexi. It's me. Tia. Your BFF?'
I waited for a reply.
It was a phone call.
I made Nick answer.
"Hello?" He asked awkwardly when I pushed the phone to his ear.
"Uhh. No. This is Nick. Her friend. She can't really talk because she damaged her voice box thingy but she says you can text her."
I heard Lexi's outgoing, some what preppy voice come through.
"Nick who?"
He looked at me.
'Tell her.' I wrote on the board.
"Jonas." he said. He held the phone away from his ear when a ear-splitting shriek could be heard.
"God." He whispered.
"Chick can scream." said Kevin. I smacked him with the board.
"Bff, ur talking bout, Kevo." I wrote to him.
"Oh. Sorry."
"Yeah. So just text her." I heard Nick say to Lexi.
"Okay! Bye Nick!" I heard Lexi say excitedly and then she hung up.
Nick handed me my phone and a second later it vibrated.
'OMJ. WHEN DID U MEET HIM?'
It said.
So. As I walked up the stairs to our hotel room, since the elevator was broken, I texted Lexi.
I managed to only almost fall once.
'So r u d8in him?' Lexi asked me.
'i think so.' i replied.
'u think?'
'weve only kissed twice!'
'OHMIJONAS. DETAILS.'
'the best thing to ever happn 2 me. i swear.'
I looked around to make sure no one could read over my shoulder.
'like...is he good?'
i sighed. i'd have to tell her.
'NO. HE'S HORRIBLE.'
'really?'
I smiled. Just like the boys.
Clueless.
'no. he's...the best kisser ever. srsly.'
Her next few texts were all cyber screams.
I closed my phone and let it vibrate on the table.
Nick just looked at it.
"Easily amused?" he asked.
I wrote on the dry erase board.
"Very."

[CASSXIES]

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[xXmandyXx]

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[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

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[HannahMontanaismyhero]

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[mileyboo897]

i've become obsessed with the song 'Eternity'

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

mooore??

[CASSXIES]

i've become obsessed with the song 'Eternity'


Dude, yes!
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[Jasmine]

love this ky!
more!

[adolphin]

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I sent u another message, did u get it?

[mileyboo897]

lol. i just had the funniest expierance of my entire life. okay so i went along with my plan, right? so i was sleeping next to nick and all of a sudden i hear this "am i dreaming?" i was so funny. i just kinda looked at him. "oh yeah im dreaming." he closed his eyes then reopend them and was all. "ky. i love you but..get out of my head so i can sleep.." and i kissed him and we pulled apart and he goes. "HOLY CRAP. IM NOT DREAMING." it was soo funny. joe came running into the room (wearing boxers btw. -all fan girls scream-) and was all. "KY. OMJ." then like..we woke everyong up and it was only 6:30. it was the most awesome thing ever.

okay. i have a question.

has anyone ever listened to nick's solo cd? from when he was like..12? or something. im listening right now on youtube...and..when you look me in the eyes is on it. i personally like the other one more. the new one but..omg. i love nicks voice when he was younger. sexyy. joe too. and the words are different.

[CASSXIES]

I have.
and I like both versions
If I had to choose, I almost think I'd choose the old version

I adore the song Appreciate.
:D

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

lol. i just had the funniest expierance of my entire life. okay so i went along with my plan, right? so i was sleeping next to nick and all of a sudden i hear this "am i dreaming?" i was so funny. i just kinda looked at him. "oh yeah im dreaming." he closed his eyes then reopend them and was all. "ky. i love you but..get out of my head so i can sleep.." and i kissed him and we pulled apart and he goes. "HOLY CRAP. IM NOT DREAMING." it was soo funny. joe came running into the room (wearing boxers btw. -all fan girls scream-) and was all. "KY. OMJ." then like..we woke everyong up and it was only 6:30. it was the most awesome thing ever.

okay. i have a question.

has anyone ever listened to nick's solo cd? from when he was like..12? or something. im listening right now on youtube...and..when you look me in the eyes is on it. i personally like the other one more. the new one but..omg. i love nicks voice when he was younger. sexyy. joe too. and the words are different.

Haha, that's funny.. yeah. tell them i said hi, even though they don't know me.. but whatever, tell them i said hi! :P

[mileyboo897]

Everyone says HI. Even Mr. Frank J. Lol. Like. All day Ive been listening to Nicks solo album. Hes told me to shut up like a million times because I keep singing "Crazy Kinda Crush On You." Its so funny. Joe singing with me and it makes it even funnier because we end up laughing after we even say "so so amazing" and then its all...non-understandable after that. Ehh. Kevin (II) says we are immature. Dude. Im 13 I can freaking scream random things at the top of my lungs if I want. Soo. Im writing chap ten now so...itll be up soon.

[adolphin]

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hurry and rite!
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[mileyboo897]

hmm. just pretend like it's been a week, since I really didn't want to write another...no talking chapter.

ten.

It felt so good to sleep in my own bed.
Well, my own bed as in, the bed I've been sleeping in at Nick's house.
I turned over and looked at the green wall.
The color of the room had become my favorite color.
It was so beautiful.
I closed my eyes again and sighed.
I was so tired.
The time difference really messed with my brain.
It was 4 in the afternoon and I was tired as heck.
"Tia." I heard somone say.
Nick.
"Mmm. Go away. I want to sleep." I mumbled.
"Come at some lunch." He sat next to me.
"Noo." I looked at him.
"Yes." He put his arms around me and carried me bridal style.
"You're not gonna be able to carry me down stairs." I said, tilting my head back.
"Watch me." He smirked.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and closed my eyes.
The next thing I knew, I was on the couch.
"I fell asleep in your arms, didn't I?" I asked Nick who was smiling at me.
"Yeah. Now eat."
My mouth was slightly open so Nick took that as a perfect time to shove macaroni in my mouth.
"Ehh." I said, once I'd swallowed.
Nick smiled at me.
I layed back against him.
I turned my head and looked at him.
He pressed his lips softly to mine.
We pulled aapart after a few seconds.
"Nick. Are we..something?" I asked, softly.
"Do you want to be?" He stoked my hair. His twirled my curls around his fingers.
"Do you?" I asked, a bit scared at what his response may be.
All he did was kiss me again.
I gigled when we pulled apart.
"I'll take that as a yes." I smiled. Nick grabbed my hand.
"Is your side okay?"
I nodded.
"It stings a bit but..I'll be fine. He's hurt me before. I get over it quick enough." I looked down.
Nick pulled me into a hug.
"I'll never let him touch you. I love you too much."
Nick ended what he said way to quickly.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing! Uhh. Here finish your lunch"He put the spoon by my mouth.
"Did you say you loved me?" I asked, almost inaudable.
"Maybe?" He asked.
Maybe wasn't really a question.
"I have to go." I said quickly, hopping off the couch and jogging upstairs to her room.
She jumped on the bed.
"I knew it." She whispered.
"Tia?" I heard someone say.
This time Kevin stood in my doorway.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
I then realized I was silently crying.
"He-He said he loved me, Kevin." I choked.
"What wrong with that?"
"Everything. Everytime someone says they love me...it disappears. I don't want that to happen."
"Tia. Love is something that two people share when their feelings grow strong enough to be unbreakable. Don't you feel that...you and Nick are perfect for eachother. I've never seen him more happy in his life. And you! Tia, ever since you've met us...all of your depression is gone. You threw you freaking suicidal journal out of a window. Into a swimming pool. Can't you see what he's done for you?" Kevin really was good at advice.
"Yes. I can. Kevin?"
"Yeah?"
"I love him, too." I looked at my hands.
"Then go tell him that." Kevin pushed me towards the door.
"I cant! It...I just can't let it happen again." I broke into tears.
Kevin hugged me.
I heard someone pounding up the stairs.
"GOD I AM AN IDIOT!" I heard Nick scream.
I looked at him as he stormed into his bedroom, slamming the door.
"Go." Kevin said.
"But-"
Kevin pushed me out the door, infront of Nicks and knocked then ran away.
"Go away, Kevin." He said glumly.
"It's me." I said softly.
I opened the door.
Nick was laying on his bed, staring the ceiling.
He looked at me.
"Tia. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I mean-"
"Shh. Nick it's okay." I put my finger to his lips.
He sat up and we stared at eachother.
We both leaned in and were drawn in a passionate kiss.
I wrapped my arms around his neck.
His hands found my waist.
"Nick." I said into the kiss.
We pulled apart.
"That was my fault." he said,
"No. Nick."
"What?" he asked confused.
"I love you too." I said fastly.
"You do?" he whispered.
"Yes. I was too scared to say it. With everything wrong in my life...It's kept me from knowing what love is. What it feels like. But ever since the day I met you...that's changed. Nick, you've altered my life completely. So now I know what love is." I whipsered.
"What is it?" he asked me.
"You. You are love. You've shown me that...I can put all the bad things behind me and live. With out..thinking about killing myself because of depression. You...It doesn't matter. All that matters is that I love you." I ended.
He stared at me.
He leaned in and kissed me again.
Usually, Nick is the quiet one. The one that is the most shy.
But boy, when he kissed...its like something took over him because that boy was crazy.
He ran his hands through my hair and pressed his lips harder to mine.
I had my arms wrapped around his neck and was enjoying every move.
His tounge slid along my bottom lip.
And I really don't remember what happend next.
It's all a blur...

[adolphin]

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[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

yay!!! morness! please? i'm so freakin bored!!

[adolphin]

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Nick is so sweet!
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[mileyboo897]

it's a shortie. i'm sorry.

eleven.


Nick and I had been in his room a long time I think Joe and Kevin were begining to get worried.
Then door swung open.
Joe started screaming something about wearing the purity ring to its fullest extent.
Kevin was screaming about us being to young and crap.
Didn't they know we were just playing video games?
"AND YOU SHOULD WEAR IT AND-video games? I wanna play." Joe had a serious mood change.
"You're so bipolar, Joe." I said.
"Bleh. Shut up and give me that controller."
Kevin was just staring at us.
"Wow. I was way off." He mumbled, then left.
Nick and I laughed at his brothers stupidity.
For their information, Nick and I had stopped kissing an hour ago.
But we'd almost spent 2 hours here alone so...I see where they were getting at.
I looked at Nick and smiled.
HE smiled and I could feel my face heat up from the strange interuption.
By now, Joe was playing all by him self while Nick and I stared at eachotehr, smiling like idiots.
"If you two are done playing, go away. Be lovey dovey some where else. I won't tell Kevin." Joe said, not taking his eyes off the TV.
I've known Joe for a while now and I know how HE can get with a girl so...He would deffinatly let us slide.
"Thank You, Joseph." I said. I hugged him from behind and then pulled Nick out of the room.
"I'm hungry." I said, awkwardly.
"Well, you should have finished your lunch." Nick said, grabbing my hand as we walked down the stairs.
"Well, I had a freaking emotional break down. I'm sorry." I smiled at him.
"Sorry 'bout that." He said.
We walked to the kitchen and saw Denise and Paul talking to Kevin at the counter.
Denise was talking from the stove as she was cooking dinner.
"Well, hello you two. Haven't seen you in a while." Paul said, slightly smirking.
Oh My God.
"I blame Kevin. He told me to do it." I pointed my finger at him and sat down.
His jaw dropped.
"I told you to-But-I hate it when people do that." I laughed at him.
"It's okay, Kevo. I love you too." He smiled.
"Nick, will you go get Joe. Dinner's ready." Denise said.
Nick jogged up that stairs.
"No Franie?" I asked.
"He's at a friends house...Oh dear. WHat was that?"
A loud thumping noise came from upstairs.
"YOU HAVE TO EAT, JOE." I heard Nick scream.
"BUT IM ALMOST AT LEVEL 30. DON'T YOU TOUCH THAT POWER BUTTON-NOOOOO." Joe came running down the stairs.
"Mother! Nicholas turned off my game. Before I could save." Joe pouted like a 5 year old.
"That's nice, dear. Will you set the table?" I smiled at him.
Denise could do so many things. It was amazing.
Joe frowned and began to set the table.
Nick came back downstairs, rubbing his head.
"You okay?" I laughed.
"Yeah. BUt, man, he hits hard." Nick groaned.
I laughed.
"Joe. Don't hit your brother." Paul said, who must have over heard our talking.
Joe said something under his breath about Nick ruining his high score and that he deserved it.
I smiled and we went to sit at the table.

[MileyRox1174]

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[mileyboo897]

lol. I'll put more up in a bit. I'm like...eating dinner. Its so weird to say that...its like..noon in texas time. its so sad. but yeah. i promise, chapter twelve will have some people in it. i swearrr.

[Jasmine]

eating dinner?!
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[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

Yea, you have to get used to the time! When I went to England, I would like never eat at the right time! cause it's like 6 hours ahead of tx. But anyway, MORE!!

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[mileyboo897]

twelve.

At dinner, we mostly talked about...stuff? I don't know how to explain it.
"Tia. Next school year would you like to return to school?" Denise asked out of no where.
"Umm. I don't know. I kind of like the whole 'no homework' thing." I smiled.
"I think you should, Tia." Nick said.
"Be quiet." I whispered.
Joe, Kevin, and Paul agreed.
"But then...I'd have to take 9th grade over. I really don't want to do that." I said, making up excuses.
"Theres all ways sumemr school, to get you caught up." I sighed. No one would let me be 'un-schoolified.'
"Okay." I nodded.
"I'll run down to the school tomorrow and sign you up for their summer classes." Denise said.
I finished the rest of my dinner quickly and made the excuse to run up stairs and take a shower.
My phone vibrated.
"Heyy. Guess what?" A new text from Lexi said.
I'd kept in touch with her quite well this past week.
"What?" I sent back, not really caring at the moment.
Another text zoomed in before I'd even grabbed a towel.
"I got summer school. Be glad you dropped out."
I smiled. Yes. The entire summer with Lexi.
"ME TOO. Denise is signing me up tomorrow. Every1 wants me back @ skool." I sent, over excited.
I hopped in the shower and was done in ten minutes.
"AWESOME. Some of my friends are in too so we can all hang out. Hey. Want to hang out 2mrw?"
"Yea. Sure. Where at?"
"How 'bout ur place? As I've never seen it."
My smile faded. True. She'd never been to my real house. But I wasn't about to go back there.
"Sure. I'll give you directions." I sent.
I'd just give her directions here. Oh wait. Crap. This isn't a mornal home. This is the JONAS home.
Oh.
My.
Jonas.
What had I done?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I had already asked Denise if I could have a friend over adn she said yes.
But I don't think she was very ahppy when Lexi brought over her entire posse.
"Hey Lex--Whoa. Who are they?" I asked when she rang my doorbell, the next day.
"Well." Lexi began.
"This is Cassie. She's actualy Joe's best friend. SO she got us here." She pointed to a girl with platinum blonde hair.
"Her BFF, Haley." She gestured towards a girl who liked like a much older version of Miley Cyrus. Creepy.
"This is Rory. Whose actually known Nick her entire life but she moved away and now she's back."
Rory had curly blonde hair and was pretty tall.
"This is Kalee. Joe's other bff." She had short brown hair.
"And the Jonas' family friend, Mandy." SHe had black hair and sorta look like Selena Gomez.
"Wow. Hi. I'm Tia. Uh...Lex how should I introduce myself?" I asked, awkwardly.
Lexi leaned in and whispered in my ear.
I smiled.
"I'm Tia. Nick's girlfriend. Wait a second.." I said, confused.
"Oh whatever." I shrugged.
"Come in? I'll show you all my room..." I ushered the girls in and turned around to see Denise there.
I walked up to her.
"I didn't Lexi was gonna bring this many people. I could take them all to the park." i suggested.
"Keep them upstairs." Was all she said and walked away.
I lead everyone up the stairs and down the hall to my room.
"Hey Tia-Whoa. Should I hide?" Nick said, then staring the girls.
He'd just woken up apparently. He was in his boxers and a tee shirt.
"Maybe." I said. All the girls laughed.
"Hey! Mandy. What's up?" he smiled, hugging the girl.
"Hi Nick." She smiled.
"Where's your brother?" SHe asked, looking around for Joe.
Oh here we go. Now I had to find out who liked who so I could keep everyone from killing eachother.
"Rory?" Nick asked, looking at the blonde.
"Yeah. Hey."
"Oh My God. Hey." He hugged her.
Then Joe came out his room, wearing his boxers.
That's it.
"Uh. BYE!" He ran back into his room.
We hung out in the hallway for a while.
Everyone seemed to know the Jonas' so...we just kinda...chilled.
Nick, Joe (who'd changed) and Kevin chatted with there friends and I felt ab it excluded since I knew only Lexi.
"Hey. Well. We've got to head down tot the studio for a while guys so..hang with Tia." Nick said, smiling when he said my name.
"Bye." I whispered.
He gave me a quick kiss and then him and his brothers ran downstairs.
My phone vibrated.
"Love You. See you in 3 hours."It said.
"Love You , too." I sent back.
The girls piled into my room.
"So. We're hanging out?" Lexi said.
"Uh. Yeah. I'm pretty boring so...I don't know if any of you really want to be here."
"Let's talk about boys!" Lexi said, breaking the silence.
All of a sudden everyone started talking about how cute someone was or who they were going out with and all this crap.
"Oh did you hear? Carley Tanner has a thing for Nick." I heard Lexi say.
"WHAT?" I said, joining the converstaion.
"Yeah. All she ever talks about is him. I swear. If she knew you were dating him. She'd skin you alive."
"So you're really dating Nick Jonas?" ASked some of the girls.
Whoa. Talk about fame.
I've known these people for 5 minutes and I'm being harassed with questions.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

more!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! i'm in it now!!!

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[CASSXIES]

"This is Cassie. She's actualy Joe's best friend. SO she got us here."

"See you at the wedding."


Bahahaha.
<3

More dearie.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

hehe^^ that was funny, you made me smile.

Ohh I took Mandy #1's sentence!

[mileyboo897]

"See you at the wedding."


Bahahaha.
<3

More dearie.

lol. he still doesn't know why I made him say that. I'll just keep him wondering. :) I'm going to bed soon I 'll wirte more tomorrow.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

ok but hurry!!

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More.

[adolphin]

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[CASSXIES]

lol. he still doesn't know why I made him say that. I'll just keep him wondering. :) I'm going to bed soon I 'll wirte more tomorrow.



Confusion makes me laugh
Ha.
ha.
ha
o.o?


Hopefully, I'll be on tomorrow to read.
:]]]]

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

more!!!!!!!!!! it's tomorrow.. which is today... write more!

[mileyboo897]

I'll write more in just a bit..Im in the middle of making something in Photoshop. OMG. Wan to know what I did today? I basically spent the entire day with like..my two new BFF's. OKay. So...we havent known eachother fo rthat long and it was a huge surprise when they showed up but yeah. Selena and Demi. We were all "OMG> DEMI!" well. I was. And I met selena and she is so cool. we went shopping and stuff.but yeah. i need to finish what im working ohn so....ill post tonight.

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

Aww!! No Fair! Tell them I said Hi! And you better hurry with the 'photoshop thing' and post a new chapter!!!

[mileyboo897]

twelve

I'd successfully answered all of my new friends questions and was deffinatly ready for Nick adn the boys to be home.
They were to be home in one hour.
Fantastilistic.
"Okay. Ladies. There's something I want to talk to you about." Lexi piped up.
Everyone hushed and looked at her.
"Now. I know that everyone in this room is either dating," she looked at me, "Or is totally crushing on a Jonas brother. So I want to set things straight so we don't ring eachothers necks." I'll go first. I am successfully liking...NO ONE. Now. Whose next?"
Cassie raised her hand.
"I've had a crush on Joe for...forever." She smiled sheepishly.
"Anyone else got a thing for Joseph?" Lexi asked.
I laughed slightly at the use of his real name.
Kalee raised her hand.
I nodded.
Cassie and Kalee like Joe.
Done.
"Okay. See. I told you. Now. I want no jealously if he falls for one of the other. We are all friends and boys shouldn't tear us apart."
I nodded and smiled at Lexi.
She was a great leader. I proud she was my best friend.
Rory spoke.
"I have a crush on Nick." she said quietly.
"Tia. You okay with that?" Lexi asked. She sounded like a phsycologist.
"Of course. Why wouldn't I be?" I lied. I had nothing against any of these girls and I was partially okay with Rory liking him.
But you know how I am with my relasionships.
Haley spoke out, loud and proud.
"Am I the only one who thinks Kevin is a total cutie?" We all laughed.
SHe was the only one.
"Okay then. I'm good." She sighed.
No one else really had a crush on anyone except for like..people at their school.
We talked a while longer when Denise called us down for lunch.
Well. Me for lunch. She said the girls had to go home.
SO as we all trampled down the stairs, we exchanged phone numbers.
"Bye Guys!" I said to my new friends, giving them each a hug.
They left.
I sat down for lunch with Frankie.
I talked with Frankie about his webkinz.
Since he'd just gotten a new one.
I heard the door open.
"GAH." I heard Joe scream.
"Something wrong, dear?" Denise asked.
"No. No. Nothing. Just..frustrated." Joe grumbled.
Denise asked no further questions.
Nick came into the room with a much brighter mood than dear Joseph's.
"Hello." He said happily, kissing my cheek.
"Uhh? Anything important you'd like to say, Nicholas?" I asked.
"Oh nothing." He smiled.
I guess I would find out sooner or later so, like Denise, I asked no further questions.


it's short. bleh.

[MileyRox1174]

moremoremoremoremoremoremoremoremoremore...

Point taken? :)

[mileyboo897]

I am shocked.

lol. just kidding.

but really?

nauren? lol.love the name.

but i have to say, nylen is much better. :) jk once again.

[Jasmine]

hey ky! We haven't talked in forever.....
anyways more!

[PursePrincess4eva]

mmmores

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

moreness!

[adolphin]

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NOWS!
Will u tell eveyone I said hi, BTW

[mileyboo897]

Did I ever mention I freaking hate airplanes?

Oh yeah. Terrified.

I swear...I'm gonna like..jump off.

No. I'm joking. I promise.
Because then if I died I wouldn't be able to write.

HATE AIRPLANES.

Hehe. Tickle. :) lol. Don't ask.

[Jasmine]

Wait....your in peurto rico...cause demi and selena are they are working on The Princess Protection Program

[mileyboo897]

they were for a while and got a break and went to go a jobro show in europe to surprise them. but now im like..in an airplane. which i hate.

[Jasmine]

fun!

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[MileyRox1174]

MOREMOREMOREMOREMOREMOREMORE!!

Hehe, caps always make things better :)

I am shocked.

lol. just kidding.

but really?

nauren? lol.love the name.

but i have to say, nylen is much better. :) jk once again.

Well, otherwise it would be like..."Lick", and that's disgusting :) Haha.


Oh P.S. PM me :) Please? I have some stuff to ask you and tell you...;)

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

I am shocked.

lol. just kidding.

but really?

nauren? lol.love the name.

but i have to say, nylen is much better. :) jk once again.
instead of nylen, it could be kick! lol. that would be weird... :D

MORE!!!

[HannahMontanaismyhero]

MOoooorrrRRReEeEEe?

[mileyboo897]

Kick. Haha. See yeah I thought of that one...



I'll write more soon.
I'm...debating. hmmm.

[MileyRox1174]

More!

P.S. Look in my sig ;)

[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

MORE! PLEASE! IT'S GOOD!

[mileyboo897]

More!

P.S. Look in my sig ;)

I know! I saw! I was like...going thorough some forums and i saw "agony" and i was like.. "huh?" and i went back up and sawa post by you and i saw that and i was like "omg! awesome!" i was amazed. thanks so much!

MORE! PLEASE! IT'S GOOD!

I will. Im trying to decide how to word my thoughts. i know what i want to saybut i cant hink of a way to put my point across....wow. i feel like im talkign to my english teacher.....creepy. but..i guess i talk like that all the time anyways...usually.

[Jasmine]

great job Ky!
More!

[MileyRox1174]

I know! I saw! I was like...going thorough some forums and i saw "agony" and i was like.. "huh?" and i went back up and sawa post by you and i saw that and i was like "omg! awesome!" i was amazed. thanks so much!


Hehe LOL. No problem ;)

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[.Oh.My.Jonas.]

I will. Im trying to decide how to word my thoughts. i know what i want to saybut i cant hink of a way to put my point across....wow. i feel like im talkign to my english teacher.....creepy. but..i guess i talk like that all the time anyways...usually.
That ALWAYS happens to me! I'll know what i'm going to say, but I can't think of a way to say it! so annoying..

[mileyboo897]

Okay. I'm posting. It's short, I'm sorry. But it's taken me days to write it cuz I couldn't think of a way to put it. so yeah. sorry about the long wait. and the shortness. next on will be better.



thirteen.


"ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME?!" I yelled, running down the hallway.
"NO!" NIck screamed back.
He jogged into his room and slammed the door.
"Nick!" I pounded on his door.
He opened it quickly and pulled me in.
"I fi tell you, will you stop bugging me?"
"If you tell me...then I'll have nothing to bug you about so..yeah!" I exclaimed.
"Okay..well...How are you with crowds?"
I stared at him for a second.
"Crowds? Like...what kind of crowds?" I asked, confused.
"Like..audiance...crowds."
I stared at him, still confundled.
"What are you-" A lightbulb went off.
"NO. ABSOLUTLEY NOT. NOT IN A MILLION YEARS, NICK." I yelled.
"Come ON! It'll be great! Just teach me that song and--" I cut him off.
"Nick. I appriciate this but...I can't. I'm totally stage fright and...No. I won't do it." I crossed my arms.
"Tia...Please do it. I've already promised ou mana-"
"You've already promised people with out asking people?" I exclaimed.
"Tia! Please! Just do it! One song!" He grabbed my shoulders.
"NO!"
I pulled back from his grip and out of his room, down the hall to mine.
I felt my phone vibrate.
Lexi.
"hey what's up?" she asked, when i answered.
"me and nick got in a fight." i said, flatly.
"WHAT? WHY?" She yelled.
Then I had to explain.

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